Flash Back

Sometimes I miss the journalist world again, but I realize I don't wanna back again. To much pressure if just for the articles is no problem because that is the job desk, but the pressure for the marketing and also advertising are such. But that was wonderful experience, because many pressure on that. I can have idea to make my own online-business even it still small, but it work!!!

Some experience maybe when you in it so such damn hard but in the pass the time, you will realize so lucky you are!!! Because you get the experience in it. Besides that, I also a little sad, almost 8 years I worked as journalist and I sent my resume to small island here, a few companies don't want hire me because of afraid of my pass job.

The funny thing again, I sent my resume to International NGO --I will not tell you what was the NGO I sent the resume-- I got information from my friend who work there as nurse. The NGO need the teacher on English mayor to teach the vocabulary to the "people" there, but I never get change to get interview because the Organization that afraid of my pass job.

But I am so luck too, A few weeks I sent my resume to be volunteer in one of international NGO too. Do you know? I don't believe it when I check my email here, The management took my resume and sent me the form to give more detail my information. Wow, I never believe it!!!!

I know, I did rejected a few job because I don't work on Saturday and the last I rejected because my Red want to come and I want to spend time to company him in early November. But because of many reasons, he can't come early but change to be last November. I am so happy and it is okay for me :) because I believe He will keep his promise. Maybe I am to much fall in love to him -lol- that is good point or worse? You answer it for me o.k :p

Just wait the time and I am so exciting to wait the good news from him and also from International NGO, to be volunteer to help people with my skills. What is my skill? mmmm we never know when we never try!!! Life is so short to think I can't do this or do that!!!!!! I believe everybody have a good life in their life, but depend on people to choose what they wanna be. I want to be good in my life, I want to be useful to the people, I wanna to be happy in rest of my life. I want to share my happiness for someone special, (Mr Red Grumpy). I will tell the real name of him, when I wear the wedding dress. (I hope so xoxoxox) So readers..... life is so short, use your time to do what you wanna do. Don't be afraid to know the result if the result mess. But you will feel wow, this is the best experiences in my life......

zzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzz time to sleep!!! I don't wanna make the Red angry coz I slept over night again. Because He so care of me and sleep over night is not good for health.. Keep your mind and Healthy is the most important the investment yourself and your future, including someone who love and care of you, like my lovely Red


*Keep Smile and Spirit*