KJPS, Miss The Memories

Having fun is nice. None of you do like to get fun! Ah having fun with my friends on KJPS (Kelompok Jurnalistik Pecinta Sastra) make me miss every time look this picture. They are "crazy" people and always have many many idea. The members of KJPS are journalist, reporter, cameramen which like to writing story and play theathere. Acting? I was not good in acting and including when I was kid just one time dance. Even like that, in there my friends and I were dancing mix traditional and moderen dance. Finally, just 2 weeks practice every night, we were dancing. Wow :) miss something positive activities like that!
But even I'm not journalist anymore, I am still keeping writing on blog, magazine and so on! Still positive too.
So, when reading newspaper, 3 days ago. A young lady (16 years old) jump from 4 floors on mall and died because broken heart! The student! Why? When I'm hear or look the case like this. What happened in this generation. Why she or them can't do the positive activity. Love for a kid or teen is just for "fun" not for serious. I mean to keep them spirit to study not making them stress and also have limit!!!!! Hey, everything must have limit and why the teen in this time so easy doing make love, kissing, when I was teen and until now I still have limit! Because that is SIN! I'm not "holy" person but I love my God and in the Bible already told it! That's why I'm not stress for not getting marriage. O.K maybe I'm a little liar here lol. When 2011 yes I was such stressful coz parents pressure me and I was broken hurt to long time because man just want something I can't give it! Make me stresfull. Then I'm thinking, many marriage condition on gossip show isn't happy. I should be happy coz I don't have complicated relationship. So, if my friends, mum friends ask me "when I will be marriage?" I answer like this "if I'm already marriage, God will sent me a man." No target and no pressure make me feel freedom to rise my dreams. Maybe here the women are more 27 years still single so strange. Me! I'm happy until I'm ready and I find a man who will love and care of me until I'm died. I don't want divorce in my wedding on the future!