When My Mum ask?

Today, My mum ask, "He will come here?"
I said "Yes mum, he will come the end of November."
"Are you sure."
"Yes 100 percent sure mum."
"I just don't wanna you be hurt."

Yes I know, my mum is worry about me! Because that is the parent job right, lol. Always worry about her kids even the kids already grow up and older lol. I am  still young (read, teen) ah just wish still seven teen lol. I don 't know, when I know him, he so different and I like it so much (read, Love). Maybe people said the blind of love, that is correct in my case. I love him since I know him and everyday is so different I know him.

The romantic words, the smile and the topic for talking. He also introduce me to his parents. And I do speak with them a few of couple. They are nice person like him. It is like dream, I know but I am sure 100 percent it is real..... Our love is real!!!

Many times I got hurt and sorrow because of love. I don't wanna to be hurt anymore, is it wrong? Is love like fairy tale or really will happened in this world. Of course I believe it is real and happened in this world. I saw my grand mum and grand fa for their relationship until they died.

My mum and dad relationship!! Even the relationship is difficult but in fact my mum and dad still love each others until now. So, I believe. He is my soul mate and we promise each others never hurt the feeling. Even we are teasing each others or get sad for each others. We will do it and take the solution together.

I do, and I do already love him in many ways I do and show him. I wish he can read my signal I sent to him. Because so lucky I am, if we really can be old together, make strong commitment in our relationship. Like the story, i mean true love story :)

God please help us in our relationship. Please help him in his life when he had difficult life and day. I can give him nothing, just pray and big love to him. I always wish he will happy and always happy. We were broken hurt in our pass relationship but we want to make a new life in this time until we died. Is simple wish but difficult maybe in the future. But with Your power, I believe it can be real. (it was not black magic but Pray for the one I love and care)


Do you ever pray for your special someone in your life? or Do you ever pray for your friends who need your pray to keep them strong? I do....... Why? Because the important in our pray is the first sentence pray for people (friends who need your pray) the last pray, you can pray for your need it. Yea I know, it is washing time and energy to pray your friends or people who need your pray. I know you will say "I am not sure they also will pray for me."

As a human, sometimes we judge people or think the first we must keep our pray and if have time then pray for people or friends who need the pray. I think God will help us when we pray for the people first and then we are. Because we care with the people of course God will care too.

Ah, I don't wanna pray because God never answer my pray!! Are you sure? God never answer your pray! Or you just think you want A but God give you B. So you think God never answer your pray. Sometimes we don't know, how God work in our pray every day. We prays and prays.

This time I am also happy --a little happy-- because the other little girl already fine. But she still in hospital. She still kid and getting the worse ill --maybe unique illness-- but I wish she will happy ever in her life. I never look the little girl always carry the machine to keep her alive with the machine in her bag. I was really sad and have tears in my eyes when look her skinny body. The first time I saw her, her body more good then this time. Sometimes I never think, why the kid already get the difficult in their life. Why many kids or teen getting in jail because of crime. Who is wrong? The parents or the kids or the teen (themselves) We never know the answer, that is blur. So, we just hope and hope and pray, maybe someday, God will give the way to know the answer.

Ah my words is getting messy now. I already keep promise to sleep early this night but because my sister birthday I am waiting the time to call her in the midnight to say "Happy Birthday and I pray your happiness." Is simple but just that I can do to my sister who stay in Maldive (The paradise Island).





*Keep Smile and Spirit*