In the Dark and Make a Wish

This year is so sadness birthday night in my hole life. It is not because I am getting 32 years now. But exactly when the clock at 11.00 PM the electric in my area off and it is so dark. No have light. Can you imagine, alone in the dark when you want to make a wish every year on your birthday night time in the midnight.

Okay I realize I was not kid or teen or younger anymore, but the tradition in my plan in every night (midnight) I always do make a wish with a small cake and candle to blow it off and eat that lol. I want in my ages 32, the scary number in hole my week, make me feel so chicken (afraid, red) but now i am getting better in my feeling.

Yea I realize, the number on my ages is just number. I want do the best in hole my life, step by step I want try the best as I can do. I also want to put my faith belief more good then ever. After up and down in my life. Then, trying the best to make my own opportunity as my "job" will be make small business and also tailor until I have big capital to make big business.

I also want to make sure, spend time to writing and also try to join or follow competition writing as well as. Trying to make my writing good every time, I am trying to make it. 

I am still have many dream and I don't want to give up to make all my dreams to be come true. Even my ages is 32 years old now. The scary number hahahahahah for the single woman. but honestly I am happy, even a few weeks I feel so lonely but now I realize I am happy as the way I am to be single hahahahaha....

So my friends don't be sad even you still single in the age you should have soul mate, because God always have many good plan for me and you.....