Feel Long Day on Busway

Ah this day so heavy day. I'm also unwell, that's not what I expected. Because today I feel good. So, I look my time that's 12.00 wib in afternoon. After finishing shower, I'm lay down like my usual ritual. Mmmm feel free on my body because I'm alone on my room. My roomate get morning shift in hospital.

Then I prepare myself to meet my sister friend who come from Maldives in hotel on senayan area. Before going there, I am buying food. Because I'm not eating since morning time.

I buy food at food shop I ever buy. I choose this time, half rice, spinch, tofu. When at home I imagine chicken and soup. But when there my mood is changing ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D

Ah, when I go out, I forget to bring package for my sister. So, I'm back to boarding house and then take the orange bag to give it to my sister friend. Then, I buy pulsa (voucer phone) to make me easy communication with my roomate. Because we make appoitment to meet on BI busway stop.

Ah, I'm eating it and then people come to eat too. After finishing eat. I buy voucer near that food shop. Then continue my journey to Tegalan busway stop. When I'm walking there to upstair to get the busway stop. I look old woman who's carry big bag. Many people pass the old woman but none of them give hands.

I think, ouh Godness. This is the worse moment I ever look. All them close their heart to help it. When I close to the old woman, I offer my hand to her. "You want me to help you?" Then the old woman say, "yes, • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. "

Then I take the heavy bag and carry the old woman bag to the upstair. The old woman is walking easy even slow, then when she's caring her bag. I just help her till upstair. And I'm also silly, I should help her till down stair. But I don't think till that. Because my destany to get busway stop which the place is in the middle of bridge crossing. When I do in my destany but my eyes always watch the old woman and feel guilty, why I'm not help her till down bridge crossing and that's long bridge for the old woman.

I'm waiting busway almost 120 minutes but none of busway with the road PGC-Harmoni come. My feet so tired stand. Finally the bus come and many people inside the bus, no space. But I'm trying to get in. When on the bus. Suddenly, my stomact get pain and I feel I want to spew. But I'm trying to get strong.

I realise I don't bring one candy to throw my bad feeling. But I can't handle it. Then I say to myself, I should get out from the bus. I can't stand and my head dizzy and my feet so weak without I can't realise it. Ah, I should get out or I will spew in the bus and will make me shy and people will get my spew. I can't imagine that.

When the bus stop on UI Salemba stop (halte). Then I am trying to get the seat on busway stop. 2 men seat there and in the middle is empty. I seat there and my feet so weak no energy and tremble. Then my stomach like want throw all the food I was eat. I'm trying to run to the trash can and I don't care about my bag and my sister stuff. My thinking is I should spew on the trash can is just 50 meter from the seat.

When I near the can, my insting is right. I got spew inside the can (feel so glad). People look at me weird. But I don't care. I'm back to the seat. Still tremble feet and still wamble. Then I ask young man there to buy me drink on the machine of drink in the busway stop.

"Can you help me to buy me drink," I said and give him money. Ah, God. • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. He wants to help me and choose tea for me from the drink machine. I don't care about busway pass with my destination and the bus empty.

I think I can't go there but I should. I drink it and say • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For the young man. And try to catch up the bus and the bus is empty but I'm late. When I near the door, bus is walking. I'm so lucky, the bus behind the bus that walking is empty too. I seat in the back.

Suddenly, my stomach is so damn sick. Making me so sweat! Hurt ah so pain. Really pain and think I should go home, I can't continue this journey or at least I should go to toilet. But don't know yet why I want go to toilet. I just feel I'm so sick and so weak. This busway look so long journey then I ever feel.

Maybe my face turn to be white because the pain what I feel so hurt me so badly. Ah finally I get the the harmony central busway. Then should continue with the road Harmoni-Block M. But I look that destination many people. I can't walk so I get seat and seat on the busway stop. One bus with that destination pass. Don't care.

Then I'm trying to get up and pray. "God, please help me. I can't stand the pain anymore. Its so sick." I almost cry coz keep the pain. I'm trying to come the round people who's waiting the bus. The other bus come but I don't want take it. I'm waiting the empty bus. Suddenly the empty bus come and people like monster to get in so they will get seat. Lucky me, I also get seat and feel this is bad journey!

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