Dreaming

Ah today I wish the weather will be nice. When wake up, finally sky is blue even the weather still cold from a few days rain. But better then sky cried all day.

Early morning, I do morning worship. Even that's sound natural but I'm trying to understand what the author try to sent the message from the story in morning worship.

In morning time to, I do sent many resumes again to some company as position to writer, copy writer, administration, secretary. I don't know which one the best opportunity for me. But inside of my heart said "Don't Give Up, maybe small salary I will take it the opportunity and try to be new adventure.

What's my skill? Do I know my skill to have chance to work to a company. Every body can speak english, maybe best then I. Computer, yes I do as exel, ms.word, photoshop, power point. Maybe the youngers more best then I. Writing? Yea every body can write. What I offer to the company? Royalitas? But they don't need royalitas, they need good empoyee who has good skills.

That's my challenge to get job, but why they don't allow me to try! Because I'm not young, pretty, smart, either tall plus my pronounsation isn't perfect because of R spell isn't perfect. Ah I do not know if that's my weak to get job.

I just want to get challenge to improve my skill, my knowladge. I do ever has job as an administration, a freelance teacher, ekschool teacher when in the college to senior high school, kindergarten when I do graduated.

Then I'm trying to be reporter, my desire when kid to be writer. I do make my dream come true. Then I do work as an administration again, then a year I'm doing any freelance with some friends, at least I get money and fun too. But now I do want good job and improve all. I'm not easy to be bored. Everything is new, I think it sound like challenge to improve and learn. Because learn never stop when we alive.

My motto Don't Give Up! Even you do give up, remember after raining always show the pretty rainbow. Full color in the sky. That's words always fire me to make my spirit wake up! Full energy to try and try.

Ah what's my desire work? Do I just try and not commitment? No of course not. I'm responsible, I always give the best result. If I don't know I'm not shy to ask, because that's improving me! Knowladge is very important for me.

Do I stop dreaming to save money for holiday? Of course not! Even this time my sister help me, I am still believing before the end of this month or the February I will find good jobs. Then I always open my mind to get fresh ideas to make stories and project book. I wish my friend also offer me little projects too like before. So I have money again. I feel guilty ask my sister money to help me in the bad condition I am.

Ah, I always make list what should I do in this year, that's making me positive think. I'm weak, every body also weak. But making mind with the positive thinking will make you are strong then you imagine. Round always spin. That's life also like round always spin without know the result. All my plan I always ask God if that's good for me.

My desire to continue my study still up! I really want go to college get my bachelor and then master ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D if I have money of course. Yes I realise my ages already 32 years old and I'm not young anymore. The job vacancy always said above 27 years old. Max 30 years old; then I do up 30 years old. That's sound weird in my ages I'm still searching jobs. But ah maybe I do mistake or maybe I want try new experience. I really want to know about jobs in travel agent as guide; copy writer for making scenario of adverts; or anything public relationship; hrd I do just a few months, all is good. I just want to find one job till I'm old in there.

Can I get challage to prove and improve my skills? So I can continue my study because I get good salary and I can save money to college and holiday in Thailand. Europe is just dream, including Goldcoast. That's to expensive to me. But I always love to read and ask people about that's place.

If I find lottre and win ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ... :D ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ :D I know that's imposible because I never buy lottre, the first place I want visit Dublin, Irlandia, then of course England, Franch, Newyork, then the last is Greece. In asia Japan and China of course. Travelling in the world, every body dream. But just hearing stories about the tourism place make me dreaming and pretended I am there. That's good have good brain to imagination.

My friend said weird if people don't have dream when sleeping. But honest when I'm sleeping I seldom dream or remember my dream? I just remind a bad dream only when I wake up from sleep. But I love dreaming when my eyes open if I do nothing busy at home; then I'm making list to make story about that. Life is like scenario but depend on the author where do you want to making ending your life.

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