Hearing Music | Close Your Eyes

Close your eyes for a while when you can't handle the problems your life. Listen the music which make you calm. Forget the bad things in alive. Making strong is not so easy but you can do it. Pretended nothing happened which make your day worse. Because life so beautiful just to make tears go away from the eyes.

Many people try to survive and some get the winner and some of them become the looser. Which one do you want? Life is pain but life also wonderful. Sometimes we never know what life will brings to us. Just close your eyes and say everything will be O.K. If one of your dream get mess. Then think about other dreams. Still has many dreams.

Ah I remember when  I said to a friend, make your dreams high in the sky when you are fall still has cloud will make you safe. Don't be afraid to make dream and rise it to be real. One my dream get mess. I think I do find one who love and know me little well but I am getting wrong. I am so damn sad but I am trying to be strong although that is so hurt inside. But I am always strong that is what I say to my self and now I will move on from the pain feeling.

Lyric song from soundtrack movie Master Sun - No Matter What

The closer I go, the farther you get
My difficult love
Without even caring about my heart
You just brightly smile at me

I try to fix my thoughts multiple times a day
But love keeps growing no matter what
It keeps growing
It doesn’t work even if I scold myself
It keeps doing the opposite like a child

Please stop
I try to shut up my heart but I only think of you
From the start to finish, it’s you

Though I desperately want, though I hope

My love can’t come true
It keeps growing
It doesn’t work even if I scold myself
It keeps doing the opposite like a child
Please stop

I try to shut up my heart but I only think of you
In the end, I can’t go on if it’s not you
Please come a little closer to me
Open your heart just once

If only I can hold you in my embrace
If only I can feel you just once
With just that, I would be able to live
But in front of me, you don’t know anything
As you smile

From the start to finish, you don’t know me
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Yes from the start you don't know me well, I think you already know me and like me as i like you. I am trying to open my self but before I can open it, it should broken and that is really hurt me and embrace my self. But that is ok no matter what my feeling, it is just my feeling. I do try as well as to know you as well. But I don't know single words about you. Maybe I am still immature in your eyes, but that is ok. Because I am not perfect and my life is not fairy tale who has fairy will help me.

My life is wonderful with my opportunity surrounded me, thanks for everything you done with me and I wish the book will be good and it will make me feel so amazing to know about life from other mirror. When I go to one attraction in Jakarta, there is one game has many style in mirror.

Mirror mirror in the wall, when you see other style you will look yourself has big body, the other side you find your body so small and big head. So, just find perfect normal to see the perfect your own body without any trick on it. Someone who look at me as the way I am.