I want Baby | People Kill Baby

Last night I can't sleep until 2 A.M and that was so annoying, because my mind always remember the ghost series movie from Korea in television in afternoon time I watched with my neighbor and her friend. I didn't get it why my mind remind the ghost action so I was feeling so scary but not so damn scary because I should go to the toilet. When in toilet, the crazy think still follow me and think how if the "ghost" will show off itself in front of me. Yeiks, can't imagination about it.

I went to my room and I let my lamp on and also my television with the sleep timer I made it. I heard the news in midnight and I heard about the sad news, is not about airplane Airasia, already to much about this one. I know that was so damn tragedy but more unmoral when the news about killing the baby. I remember some my friends who said "I want baby but few people kill their baby; Why it can be like that? Why God give baby to the people who don't responsible then the people who want the baby so badly?"

We never know what is God plan. But I just can't say anything. I just said, be patient. God has plan about our life. As a human, we will thinks why God give them baby if they won't it and why this world more weird and cruel? Killing people is simple news, terrorist always has in every month in different country, the religion become the reason to be terrorist, politic, corrupt, beggars become rich coz they don't need work and get good benefit in some countries, including Indonesia, kids kill their parents and family relative, parent rape his kids, disaster, earthquake, disease. Maybe it just 1/4 bad news I ever read and heard. But it is making me realize. The earth already old and I can't said many sin people who make the earth more worse then long year ago.

I know I am not perfect, I also has desire and also sometimes I want to do "naughty" things but normally I just human like other humans but why I think kill a baby is very bad behavior and sadist murder then "terrorist". The baby is not guilty, the guilty is the people who kill the baby. If they won't baby then pregnant and if already pregnant when the baby born just take it to orphanage, let other people care your kids then you throw them in river when a baby just born; you throw in draw well; you kill them with sadist style. My tears fall down when I can feel how it is unmoral. Don't you realize, you kill a pure soul and he/she didn't know anything. What he/she did with you. he/she was crying in the first time him/her born in this world. Because they didn't know anything and we never know was she/he crying for the happiness or sadness? Maybe a baby also afraid to see the scary world.

Baby born is not like in cartoon movie which a bird bring a baby to you. But a baby has in woman belly. Can't you thing it is the amazing moment, having something in your stomach and it will big, biggest. Many women hope they can feel the amazing feeling. Like some of my friends who already marriage years but they still not give up to having baby. I wish all my friends will be lucky this year with their work hard to get baby. God please bless their desire to having baby. Because You are the best Father and will give good magic to them; including me when I am marriage, give me a cute baby girl/boy. whatever the sex I will love a baby because You create baby for me and my (future) husband.